Saturday, March 24, 2012

Qing Ming - 清明倍思亲

Qing Ming coming soon and time to prepare stuff for my parents and brother. I missed them especially my brother who really cares for me alot. Since he is only 7 years older than me, I feel so sad that he have to suffer such fate at this age. Spiritually I think he is still taking care of me although he is no longer around. I always tears when I am going thru his stuff or settle his estate matters. I always have this picture in my mind where my dad, mum and brother are standing together watching me, I can just walk to them when it's time to go over. Sometimes I feel lonely in this dimension although I need not have to worry about my sibling anymore.
And farewell - Toa Payoh flat. The flat that hardly appears in my dream. When I have dreams about my family, it is always at my old rented flat at Blk 60 Stirling Road.
Master bedroom - where my brother lives in.

My parent's room.

My parent's room, picture taken from the doorway.

My bedroom.

The study room where I studied for my ACCA.





The jigsaw puzzle my brother bought from Japan when he was there for 1 year training when he just joined a Japanese company. I have left it there.


The 2000 pieces jigsaw puzzle done by me and my brother, can't remember it took us how long.
The bathroom in master bedroom where I used to bath my eldest girl when she was a baby and toddler.




Entrance of the house and we always had our breakfast, sometime lunch at this corner.



Living room.



The kitchen.

2 comments:

  1. Always remember that you're not alone my dear. We may not be family but I really do care and I always have you on my mind. Hugs!

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  2. Thanks Sylvia, I know there are many good friends around that I can get courage from, you are one of them...

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