Saturday, March 24, 2012

Qing Ming - 清明倍思亲

Qing Ming coming soon and time to prepare stuff for my parents and brother. I missed them especially my brother who really cares for me alot. Since he is only 7 years older than me, I feel so sad that he have to suffer such fate at this age. Spiritually I think he is still taking care of me although he is no longer around. I always tears when I am going thru his stuff or settle his estate matters. I always have this picture in my mind where my dad, mum and brother are standing together watching me, I can just walk to them when it's time to go over. Sometimes I feel lonely in this dimension although I need not have to worry about my sibling anymore.
And farewell - Toa Payoh flat. The flat that hardly appears in my dream. When I have dreams about my family, it is always at my old rented flat at Blk 60 Stirling Road.
Master bedroom - where my brother lives in.

My parent's room.

My parent's room, picture taken from the doorway.

My bedroom.

The study room where I studied for my ACCA.

The jigsaw puzzle my brother bought from Japan when he was there for 1 year training when he just joined a Japanese company. I have left it there.

The 2000 pieces jigsaw puzzle done by me and my brother, can't remember it took us how long.
The bathroom in master bedroom where I used to bath my eldest girl when she was a baby and toddler.

Entrance of the house and we always had our breakfast, sometime lunch at this corner.

Living room.

The kitchen.


  1. Always remember that you're not alone my dear. We may not be family but I really do care and I always have you on my mind. Hugs!

  2. Thanks Sylvia, I know there are many good friends around that I can get courage from, you are one of them...