Qing Ming - 清明倍思亲

Qing Ming coming soon and time to prepare stuff for my parents and brother. I missed them especially my brother who really cares for me alot. Since he is only 7 years older than me, I feel so sad that he have to suffer such fate at this age. Spiritually I think he is still taking care of me although he is no longer around. I always tears when I am going thru his stuff or settle his estate matters. I always have this picture in my mind where my dad, mum and brother are standing together watching me, I can just walk to them when it's time to go over. Sometimes I feel lonely in this dimension although I need not have to worry about my sibling anymore.
And farewell - Toa Payoh flat. The flat that hardly appears in my dream. When I have dreams about my family, it is always at my old rented flat at Blk 60 Stirling Road.
Master bedroom - where my brother lives in.

My parent's room.

My parent's room, picture taken from the doorway.

My bedroom.

The study room where I studied for my ACCA.

The jigsaw puzzle my brother bought from Japan when he was there for 1 year training when he just joined a Japanese company. I have left it there.

The 2000 pieces jigsaw puzzle done by me and my brother, can't remember it took us how long.
The bathroom in master bedroom where I used to bath my eldest girl when she was a baby and toddler.

Entrance of the house and we always had our breakfast, sometime lunch at this corner.

Living room.

The kitchen.

Twin Birth - 3rd Month

It's 3rd month, have been enjoying babies accompany alot and sad that I will be soon back to work force, which means I will be left with only 1 or 2 hours of waking time per day to see each others.
Poor mei mei has been having flu for past few weeks, been thru suction, lab test and feeding on antibiotics. Lab test shown result of 2 virus attack, great that now she is ok. And poor mummy having burnt a big hole in her pocket.
The feeling of taking care of twins is like, well, everything has to be done TWICE. Like feeding, shower, dressing, etc, I will always think of Anthea as she is taking care for 1 baby now.
The amount of chicken essence I had for the past 2 months is more than the amount I had for the past 2 years.
In the car.

Morning greets!
Everyday's dish for me. Green vegie...and rice.
Hmmm, seems like abit squeezy...

Our standard pose.

Bubbling time!!!
Don't fight!!!
Hey! You started first!!!

Can you be more serious?
Big Jie Jie...